I didn’t blog for the past month. For a variety of reasons, and someday I’ll blog about them, but right now, suffice it to say that January was a BAD month. But we’re all still here, healthy and hanging in. 17 days until the bat mitzvah, and we’re actively searching for a dog as …
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Jan 10
The synagogue
I’m disconnected from it. I don’t know why exactly. I think part of is that I’m was so very involved for a while there, and ended up feeling really unsuccessful. Part of it is certainly that I was just there all the time, and now need a break. And of course, the fact that I’m …
Jan 03
End of Christmas Vacation
I’m so tired, I can’t bring myself to start the whole going-to-bed process. Get Sam his meds, coax them into brushing their teeth, watch Gilmore Girls with my little girl, nag Jessie about her math homework, yell at Sam for not falling asleep yet. Just.can’t.do.it I’ve been a little down today. Partly because there was …
Jan 02
A 2015 Retrospective
I didn’t blog anywhere near enough this year. It was a good year, overall. Filled with changes and adjustments, and a broadening of everyone’s world. One of the things that got lost, a little, was my writing, and I’m hoping to do better this year. But in keeping with tradition, here are my favorite …
Jan 02
Happy New Year
I’m not a New Year’s girl, exactly. Rosh Hashana is my favorite Jewish holiday, so I get my fill of New Year’s feelings back in the fall. And my birthday is coming up later on in January, and that’s when I do most of my introspective New Year’s stuff, in terms of resolutions and looking …
Dec 23
Another gratitude post
I’m not in the mood this morning. My hair is a hot mess, I’m out of good shampoo, my house is still a mess, and I need to write the thank you/Merry Christmas notes for all the teachers. And haul my kids out of bed, get them dressed, fed, lunch packed, and then out the …
Dec 22
Almost there
I’m not wishing away this holiday season – dare I say, it might be the easiest one I’ve ever had as a mom? It’s obviously a reflection of the lack of time; between Sam’s health issues, and the fact that I’m working, there just isn’t time for me to worry about how Marc is thinking about …
Dec 16
And – it’s good
We’re about a week post-colonoscopy, and he’s exceeded all of my expectations. It’s not perfect, he’s complained a few times, but it feels like he’s coming out of a fog. Suddenly, he’s sitting out in the living room. Interacting with people. Building legos and playing Uno with his dad. Talking with me and Jessie. He …
Dec 15
Recovery
It’s been a rough week. A really, really hard week. Sam’s stomach has been getting worse and worse. He came home from school last Wednesday and last Friday, and then on Monday, I got a call from the nurse. Again. He was in the office, crying. His stomach hurt so badly. I got him to …
Dec 06
December Dilemma Defensiveness
I’ve got a chip on my shoulder. Oh December. This time of year that used to be just fun. It was, wasn’t it? There was a time when I approached the holidays with this sense of joy and wonder, I felt connected to everyone, all twinkling lights and candy canes. I don’t do that anymore. …
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