Yeah, it’s time for another stop-complaining-about-your-life-and-be-grateful-for-what-you-have-and-quit-focusing-on-whats-bugging-you post. It’s been a rough few weeks, and I’m frazzled and frustrated and impatient all the time. So, more of a reminder for myself than anything else – here’s a list of what I love most about my life. 1. My husband. We’ve been together almost eleven years, and …
Category Archive: Uncategorized
Sep 17
I’ve got a plan
That’s what Julie said to me last night. Her plan involved me sitting in the lobby at her preschool, and then she wouldn’t cry. She asked me over and over again, each time insisting that this was a great idea. And because I love her, and because really, all I was going to do was …
Sep 12
My introduction to motherhood
I miscarried my first pregnancy. I lost twins, one at ten weeks, and one at eleven weeks. And even though it was over a decade ago, sometimes the grief still has the power to slam into me and break my heart like it was yesterday. I had a rough morning today – nothing out of …
Sep 11
Busy, busy, busy
Things have been an absolute whirlwind around here lately. We’ve had the High Holidays (with Yom Kippur coming up on Friday night/Saturday) over the weekend, the first full week of school starting, Julianna starting preschool, my aunt has been staying with us, and oh yeah, I volunteered to head Sisterhood at the synagogue, as well …
Sep 05
Rosh Hashana
(reprinted from Central MA Jewish Voice www.jewishcentralvoice.com) It’s the holiday that I can celebrate without any conflicts, without any challenges or questions. On Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur, I’m just as Jewish as everyone else. As a convert with very close ties to my family, Passover and Hanukkah aren’t as simple. I have to work …
Sep 02
Why did I think this was a good idea????
My stomach is in knots, and I’m teetering on the edge of tears when I think about it. Julie starts preschool tomorrow. I know it’s illogical. I know that this will be really, really good for my girl, and I know that I need to make sure that I don’t show any of my reservations …
Aug 28
First Day of School
The first day of school is hard for me. Jessie’s very first day of kindergarten, she was fine. Happy to line up and dance off to class with her new teacher, but poor Sammy Boy sobbed because he could not believe that they were taking his big sister away. Jessie’s always done well on the …
Aug 21
Still Getting Ready
I went school shopping today. Actually, I went school shopping twice, once with just Jessie and once with Jessie and my MIL. I bought drink containers and thermos, lunch boxes and backpacks. Notebooks upon notebooks upon notebooks (they were only seventeen cents – at that price, really, you should buy several dozen). Jessie and I …
Aug 19
Getting Ready
Another school year… I’ve got another week and a half before the dreaded first day. We’re not really ready for it, the school supply lists have been in my car for the past two weeks – just in case I happened to end up at a store and in the mood to buy all the …
Aug 17
I’m looking at adolescence like infancy
You know how there are parents who really aren’t great at infants? Not that they don’t love their children all the time, but there are ages and stages that are harder than others. One stage that always seems to be considered harder is the early early infancy. But, honestly, that’s kind of my favorite. I’m …
Recent Comments